wow..time sure flies. its already a month since i last wrote. and christmas is over too! oh wells, i suppose we'll all look forward to new year's day.
let's look bad into the past, back to the beginning of the year. i remember ......
in January, school started again. i wasn't all that glad about it. i know...the holidays are over but almost imediately, i changed my mind. i saw my friends again, very happy about it. wow... can't imagine how much i missed them ! no doubt its a year for me where upsr will take place and i opt for loads of work to come ahead. however, things didn't work out like i thought it would. say.... wouldn't my tv time everyday be less this year? nope... it was still the same and i still had my usual screen time daily. hmm..why didn't dad stop me? i ono ... he knows me too much? and well .. i started on graphics since my first ff .
in February, the best thing a friend can get for me ... are .. Jay Chou tickets. at least that's what she thought i would like.. and i did. in fact, i love it! of course, if it was related to TVB it would be waaayyy better. still, i loved it. adri got me FOC tickets to Jay Chou concert. i went, and after that, i started my craze towards jay. no doubt i'm not insane over him but by being a fan of his, i am legally bonded with my friends now. most of them love jay and well.. we have one thing in very common now. thanks adri.. i love you! [we're not less but ppl get it don't they?!] ALSO, feb.. my birthday. nothing special happened but i was glad i was yet ANOTHER year older. i'm getting old.. but it means i'm growing =P
March, i don't recall anything eventful ... i'm starting to have stm .. i know it! but if i do remember then i'll post it up .. ^^
April .... my dear hani's birthday!! [dun mistaken for honey.. its adrihani, a girl!] yes yes....happy birthday arr .. looking forward to your next one ..^^ oh yes... i joined hs2rtvb and met so many sisters there!
June ... i just realised Ray, Ron and 8 others artiste were in malaysia AND i didn't know about it !! X____x ... this is bad. consider myself a great fan of Ray yet not know he's been here. well .. no time for regretting...i'll look forward to his next arrival in m'sia. i'm sure he'll come..for me at least.
August .... studies are killing me already...okay okay..that was a bit dramatic but workloads are a lot too! trials were around the corner.. i did bad but i tried my best!
September.... UPSR is finally here. kinda nervous..first time taking countrywide test. but hey..its not difficult at all ...!! k ... science and BM was a bit screwy [no doubt, those examiners are a bit siao] but maths was a piece of cake! maths was a subject i'd worry the most... but it was easy!!! hmm..finally..three days are over and upsr is off my shoulders... but the results are the next thing i'd worry. end of the month, ssg planned grade 6 annual trip to rompin ! woohoo....!! i actually hesistated to go for the trip, cuz the fees are not cheap but dad encouraged me to. so i did..in the end..things went smoothly. rompin is a nice place..exotic ... i love it. alright..the staff there prepared programs for us..games which are tiring..and not to mention .. dirty! we were in the mud! yeh..mud bath but well..it was kinda..disgusting? yes.it was! the hotel rooms were good but we were advised to stay lock in the rooms after 12...ghosts are roaming.....wow. its windy in the morning..a refreshing way to start the day. sadly, didn't get to see sunrise but i bet it was beautiful. one thing that sucked the most was there was no phone line in the hotel compound. no signal at all so it was difficult to call back home. BUT...we always have the hotel room phone. hehe...very fun to play with ... we get to make room calls to other rooms..it was sooo fun! the phone was one of the best things available. there was also a mini concert on the second night... yeah..to say goodbye. we left the next day. the bus ride back was pretty fun at first...but something bad happened..which i don't plan to share in this post ... right now or maybe next time. i'd like to forget about it. the 4 hours remaining, i kept quiet and blasted my ears with my mp3..till i reached the school and found dad waiting for me. i would miss rompin but i was glad i was home. i missed the computer. sure..rompin is a nice place to be in.. but if its a place that is tvb-less..i rather return home where the net serves my rights to tvb and well..my tv for me to see ray XDDD ^^
october...nothing much happened..lessons go on as usual though we don't learn much in class. we practically spend out boring hours reading comics and talking to each other. hmm..but one thing was nice ... that is cik samsiah picked me and adri to be mcs on awards day. the speeches were ready..only practicing was needed. my teacher had us practicing so much then i ended up nearly loosing my voice on the eve of awards day. thank god i had honey and apple cider to keep my voice ^^ things went well..smooth and glad i have less stage fright now.
november. another two more weeks and school's over... yay..not glad..at first. well.. i know i'd miss all my friends and i know i'd see them again except for jessica. she's leaving and will be studying in a diff school next yr so i doubt i'll see her in the near future. next, i'll would also miss mgz... but glad i don't now.
december....ahh yess.. loads to talk about here! 1ST OF DEC: the best day of the entire YEAR!!!!! yes yes yes.. i saw Raymond Lam Fung!! he came to malaysia..ron came too. myolie and sonija were here as well. okay...i was at the hotel waiting for them since 1.30 pm and they arrived at 2.55 pm. i know its more than an hour but since i've already waited for a long time i guess another hour will be nothing to me. it was sad how i wasn't able to get close to Ray so i ended up seeing the real him but didn't get to talk to him. he was "pushed" into the elavator within seconds. oh wells.. what did i do? what else? wait somemore..till 5pm when he came down for conference meeting in Ritz Carlton. hmm..the conference was 3 hours and i kept waiting. but in between time, all four of them [individually] would come out and go into diffrent conference rooms. we would all crowd around them and ask for sigs and photos. well..the autograph mission was a disaster but i'm quite sastified since i got to take pictures with myolie, sonija and RAYMOND!! i missed Ron ... but i at least got to talk to him..and he replied too! short convo..only two sentences but i'm still glad ! when the fans gathering started..which i couldn't attend [unfortunately] bcuz i didn't have a ticket or a pass or whatever they call that. i sneaked into the room when the gathering nearly ended. ahh...the boss there saw me and guess what he did. well..he smiled and said "come! come take pictures" and i was like ...wow. i can't believe i didn't get into trouble but was able to go up on the small stage to grab photos with ray ! then then ......... i shook hands with him!! oh my.. his hand is big ! he gave my hand a squeeze ... yes..he gave me a feeling.. a very special feeling..a feeling i'd never forget in my entire life. after that, i trailed after him to ask hime for a picture and eventually..i got it..and had my dreams come true..at least the first part. i failed to get his signature that night. but that was okay! i was happy enough! the next day at times square was pretty dissapointing actually. i was already at the mall waiting since 12.30 pm and they only arrive there at 7.30 pm. great..i waited for 7 HOURS and in the end...i couldn't go up and get their autograph. it was sad and dissapoiting and to realise i hadn't gave Ray any present at all! but hopefully he knows i support him and it would be the best present he'll ever want. ray, ron, myolie and sonija headed on to ipoh on saturday and further on to penang on sunday. the left m'sia on monday. i know i'll miss them but i'll be optimistic for once and look forward to their next arrival. good news surprised me for the next few days when i found out Ray and a lot other stars will be coming to malaysia again in jan. i was excited.. REALLY EXCITED .. just the thought of seeing Ray agains makes me happy for a few hours ..and for the entire month. two weeks after, Charmaine Sheh and Chilam Cheung came to malaysia. i love em' so i went to meet them. i went to PJ, then to Puchong and finally to Conought... i was following them to every location [except for the last one] and met them in every location. for the third one.. i finally got the chance to get into Chilam's van to vote for him. it was a squeeze but we did it all for chilam. i got to hold his hand .. as in got a shake...big as well .. and he's quite handsome too! [of course..Ray's the perfect one] . i got a free astro t-shirt and i got to shake hands with charmaine too!
christmas is over and its back to school in a week's time. i'd say holidays were boring but i had the greatest time ever just by meeting my fav stars. and to me... something great happened... at least i got to meet 6 stars ...HK STARS ... amazing...and i got to meet Ray! and ron too ... yes.... i enjoyed it and i thank dad for giving and allowing me to pursue my dreams into meeting my fav stars. i promise to work harder at school.
so many amazing things happened..2005 was really a good year. 4 yrs ago, when ben had his upsr... he teased me and said i would face that test too. i knew i would but that was in the future. when september 05 came..it was the present. and now its the past. amazing how times flies.... when you're having fun. wheather memorable or bitter... memories are what i hold in my heart .. forever. especially that feeling Ray gave to me.
i met so many ppl this year too. met Ray fans in dec. met so many great sisters and UNCLE justy from hs2rtvb. and i achived something too. i finally got my own website, work hard and practice hard on my graphics, and wrote some fanfics too. well .. two are completed so far but i'll crack my brain for more ideas.
second last... ever since meeting Ray.. i decided that loyalty is a must.. and so ... mgz .. i banished that idea from myself. sure .. i do admire their looks and attidude .. but like i said ... loyalty is a must. i'll only love one person in my life.
last but not least... i'm betting this is the longest post i've ever typed out ever since i got this blog. this post is 10 times longer than my ff updates! =P
i know i'll write more ..but for now..its getting late and i have a few inspirations i just have to write down. and well .. head off to sleep and start dreaming of Ray.
merry new year to all <3 lin ~ RLF Lover | 
